On reason

I've been lurking in the blogosphere for a couple of years now, trying to entail random stories of my life's adventures/misadventures. I have literally tried everything to what i think i can do as a blogger to share my thoughts by taking brief descriptions and narratives of things, to putting up some personal blog to release aged frustrations on the love lane. Still, I find myself somewhat feeling inappropriate to those kind of rantings. It felt like every year, there should be something new that should spark up my interest to pursue my passion not only in writing, or else, i would definitely neglect everything. I don't know if my birth year (horse) has something to do with it (i.e. on being adrift and incoherent) but i'm really hoping its not.

Ever since, I've always been inspired by blogs who lived up to the purpose of what they want to say and do. Every time I had hopped on to an interesting read, i'm always looking forward to having it done on my own version, or moreso, try, or even out do what seemed to be my regard on a certain post. in short, a stir of envy that i can't do something like that or even brag about. I know in the first place i'm not gaining any credits by doing it, but still it gave me temporary sense of relief as to which i consider it as a means to cover up for the times i should be the one blogging such stuff. pretty immature way of thinking, but i did managed to survive it for the few years being a blogger. or to such i barely call myself one. Specially being a blogger is a title lived by not just assigned.

so i think.

T'was just this year when the idea of finally establishing my self (or atleast try to establish being one) to something i love and believe i would never fall short on having passion doing. The second quarter of this year became an eye opener for me, for many years I had over looked upon what i deemed now as something that has to be done for the coming years. I was lucky to chance upon someone (also my buddy and a best friend) who somehow shares the same sentiments made it easier for me to fit into the blog career i've chosen to do. I realized my love for traveling, exploring new places and embracing the realities that came with it. The people, the food,the culture and all. I had already traveled by land, by waters and flying through air and now that i realized my goal of sharing them has been no longer waiting to be chronicled.

I don't know where to start or what to do, but i know, along the way, I know my learned experiences would help me push through, whether it be good or bad. All i know is i'm loving the new vibe i feel just by pressing the buttons down this post. Head on south, north east or west, I know my feet would find a way to my heart's home.